Nowadae i feeling so helpless...i am very stress on work,school and family problem...especially in school...it was really very difficult to understand wat teacher is teaching lo...and especially these few week i never listen or went to school oftenly...exam is coming next week and yet my heart was nt in class and i did nt even 1 2 pay attention on wat teacher is teaching... And for my work...i can say tt is as STRESS as my school work...wat i m stress abt is e promotion...i dun 1 2 let every1 down especially those ppl who guide me along my way... These few days i been avoidin my pro...although i know tt no matter hw long i avoid my pro i still hv 2 face it 1 day...but i still decide to avoid it...at least for the time being i can be happy...i do nt hv to think so much... Everytime when i hv pro...ppl ard me will ask me wat happen to me, but my reply to them was "nothing arr"/"no la wat will trouble me" all type of reply...i know things can solve if i share to ppl ard me...but for my character i dun really to spell out my pro de lo...if those ppl who understand me will know wat i m thinkin in my heart...i know is difficult to guess wat a person thinkin in their heart especially me tt y i will hide everything in my heart...haha...tts y all of my ex-bf told me tt is difficult to caught my heart and grap it tightly forever..=)
