dunno wat happen my confidence level to everything suddenly falls to bottom...it had nv hv tis kind of feeling before de lo...tis is e 1st time tt let me feel tt i m such a failure...maybe tis can let me grow but i realli dunno when will my confidence rebulid again and when i can overcame those stress i m hving...n it takes time for me to recover de lo... today my da jie tell me dere is nthing to be stress abt de lo...but she nt me...hw she know wat i m thinkin, hw i feel...tok is easy but do is different...and dunno wat happen today actually i thinking of going back to office and see whether i can rebulid my confidence but when my da jie had tell me my confidence more bottom... i m nt sayin tt wat she say was wrong but maybe she had nt touch my heart yet so she do nt know wat is e correct way to speak to me...coz i can say tt my heart is quite difficult to caught de lo...is veri difficult when u hven caught my heart coz is realli difficult to convince me when ppl has nt caught my heart... my friends ard me will ask me tell me this"i already so many things le, dun tell me tt i nv convince u?" actually when it can convince me tt show tt they dun caught my heart... n a stubborn gal lye me, my friends ard me hv to crack their brain to convince me to do a things but they hv neglect tt showin caring and sincere is e most importance...but i really seldom c tt will these kind of person exist in my world...is my expectation too high???
