today my mood quite down...today after school, i meet my boyfriend for lunch...when we will hvin lunch my boyfriend ask me to quit the job i m doing nw and the reason for him to ask me to quit is he dun 1 me to look so unhappy and stress... He told me tt i hv change alots...i change till more mature,more lady like and i was nt lye last time will lost my temper so easli...but i change to be more stubborn lye last time and less smile on my face le...and he oso told me tt he nv c me being so stress and unhappy for such a long time...he told me to quit n he will take care of me... Every normal gal after hearing of these words will be touch or drop their tears or wat de coz i think he has caught a bit of my heart...but for me i was lye so angry wif him lo...Guess wat i told him??? I told him tt tis... "nt every1 lye u lo...u r rich...whenever u nid money, u jus open ur mouth or sign a cheque e money will automatic reach ur hand...i m nt lye u...yes i use to be a spolit gal but nw i know tt u spend those money tt u earn urself is more meaningful dan those money u spend tt is from ur parents de lo...and i lye e job tt wat i m doing nw...beside is a changllenging job, it oso can help ppl who ard me...y nt???i dun lye 8-5 job...coz i found tt is boring and nt meaningful lo...i know u will tell me tt it is stress doing tis job but for me i still choose to stay on and fight together wif those ppl who fighting wif me for so long and i dun 1 to let them down anymore and i m sure tt i can overcome dese stress veri soon de lo...and i hv confidence tt if i hv overcome all these things nw, i can success in a veri short time" And he told me tt he jus dun lye me working and being so unhappy, he oso say tt if a job tt can make me so unhappy might as well dun do... This time round i dunno whether my decision is right or wrong coz i nv think wat much and just told him tt... "since you do nt respect my job and i think we dun hv any more things to talk anymore...lets break off...we still can continue to be friend..." And i walk off... When i reach hm i was straight to my room and i could nt stop cryin and i do nt know what to do...haiz...my eyes nw is red de lo...tt y i dare to go out n stay at hm 2day...
